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Feeling like ubber blah & Tenjou Tenge #13
Don't know if its cause its soon that time of the month or what (which feels like I just got over the damn thing) but ever since Sunday, I've been feeling pretty blah, blank, spaced out, what have you.
One of the things that might have triggered it was the stupid class I had to go to Mon which kinda messed up my sleeping pattern. Went to bed early on Sun, woke up at 3am that Mon morning, took a nap when I came home from that class around 1:30pm, woke up around 6 or 7, went to bed around 2am that Tues morning, woke up at 5:30am and from 5:30 till 2pm Tues, I was soooooooooo bored, I really didn't know what to do with myself.
I can only sit in front of my compy for so long before I get bored of it. I can only watch tv, clean the house & go outside for so long before getting bored with it. I can't really go swimming yet, this "cold front" made the pool water a bit chilled for my taste. I look at my cats and say "how do you guys do it? no wonder your always sleeping." I actually couldn't wait till I could go back to work tonight, I was that bored.
I think the other thing is that........*braces myself*.....could it be I'm actually missing bubba?? I should cherish these days when he goes away, for say the weekend or a whole week cause its not often I get free days like this without him. The thing this time around with him being gone to his schooling is at the other place we lived at, I had my nephew and his girlfriend near by that I could visit. This time, I really don't have anyone close by to keep me busy. I told bubba the way I was feeling when he called me before I left the house to go to work and he was picking on me about how I miss him. *SHADUP YOU! grumbles* I guess I'm so use to him being around and getting on my nerves, scaring me when he sneaks up on me while I'm on the computer, that I miss that going on. (though I really hate it when he sneaks up on me).
I also miss my laptop. If he didn't take it, I could've actually worked on one of my fics while I was in the living room or outside. I even tried to watch one of the many dvds we have that I haven't watched yet and couldn't even pay attention to it. I wanted to watch Fight Club again, which I did put in but I knew I was getting sleepy and dozed off during most of it. Which, I must say, do not fall asleep with that moving playing, I came up with a really REALLY weird dream that I care not to recall what all it was about. Let's just say that Balladbird Lee was after me and tried to cut me up. (and how I became one of the main ppl in Gungrave was beyond my imagination)
And of course with the way I'm feeling, I'm stressing over stuff I hope that I really don't have to stress too hard over in regards to AnimeFest.
*sighs*
I should use this moody feeling and try and write up that last part to my Gungrave fic so the bastard can finally be done.
Though one thing that has made me happy is Tenjou Tenge sub #13 came out today!!!!!! Its Bunshichi's time to shine though I look forward to #14 when he shows Shin who has the upper hand. I'll put this little thought behind a cut so as not to spoil anything to those who still have to catch up
Am I the only one who cringes at the sight of Shin constantly stabbing Bunshichi in the legs? Especially the 3rd stab into Bun's achilles heel when Buns tried to get away *shudders*
One of the things that might have triggered it was the stupid class I had to go to Mon which kinda messed up my sleeping pattern. Went to bed early on Sun, woke up at 3am that Mon morning, took a nap when I came home from that class around 1:30pm, woke up around 6 or 7, went to bed around 2am that Tues morning, woke up at 5:30am and from 5:30 till 2pm Tues, I was soooooooooo bored, I really didn't know what to do with myself.
I can only sit in front of my compy for so long before I get bored of it. I can only watch tv, clean the house & go outside for so long before getting bored with it. I can't really go swimming yet, this "cold front" made the pool water a bit chilled for my taste. I look at my cats and say "how do you guys do it? no wonder your always sleeping." I actually couldn't wait till I could go back to work tonight, I was that bored.
I think the other thing is that........*braces myself*.....could it be I'm actually missing bubba?? I should cherish these days when he goes away, for say the weekend or a whole week cause its not often I get free days like this without him. The thing this time around with him being gone to his schooling is at the other place we lived at, I had my nephew and his girlfriend near by that I could visit. This time, I really don't have anyone close by to keep me busy. I told bubba the way I was feeling when he called me before I left the house to go to work and he was picking on me about how I miss him. *SHADUP YOU! grumbles* I guess I'm so use to him being around and getting on my nerves, scaring me when he sneaks up on me while I'm on the computer, that I miss that going on. (though I really hate it when he sneaks up on me).
I also miss my laptop. If he didn't take it, I could've actually worked on one of my fics while I was in the living room or outside. I even tried to watch one of the many dvds we have that I haven't watched yet and couldn't even pay attention to it. I wanted to watch Fight Club again, which I did put in but I knew I was getting sleepy and dozed off during most of it. Which, I must say, do not fall asleep with that moving playing, I came up with a really REALLY weird dream that I care not to recall what all it was about. Let's just say that Balladbird Lee was after me and tried to cut me up. (and how I became one of the main ppl in Gungrave was beyond my imagination)
And of course with the way I'm feeling, I'm stressing over stuff I hope that I really don't have to stress too hard over in regards to AnimeFest.
*sighs*
I should use this moody feeling and try and write up that last part to my Gungrave fic so the bastard can finally be done.
Though one thing that has made me happy is Tenjou Tenge sub #13 came out today!!!!!! Its Bunshichi's time to shine though I look forward to #14 when he shows Shin who has the upper hand. I'll put this little thought behind a cut so as not to spoil anything to those who still have to catch up
Am I the only one who cringes at the sight of Shin constantly stabbing Bunshichi in the legs? Especially the 3rd stab into Bun's achilles heel when Buns tried to get away *shudders*
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Sorry that you're missing your hubby. Hope the blues goes away soon for you.
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What also freaks me out, is the sledge hammer scene in Misery. OMG! If I were a guy, my balls would be so far up in my body, I'd never get them back. I have to look away at that part. Reason being, ever since I broke my leg when I was young, that feeling just makes my leg tingle and brings back bad memories of how and when I broke it.
Bubba comes back sometime later tomorrow. Plus PMS hormones were making me feel like total blah but they passed the day after this entry thank god.
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By the way, are you going over the Otakon?
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I was thinking that too but seeing how he changed in the manga after Buns beat the shit out of him, I felt more sorry for Shin. But I still had a feeling that Shin would never have changed either if he was still alive. Hell, in the manga, right when I think that more could've developed between Maya and Mits, Shin threatened Maya that he would kill everyone she knew and loved if she dared to leave his side. Thats when Shin knew that Maya and Mits were getting too close for comfort. Though I still like the thought of Mits and Maya being lovers in present day. She has to get over the brother thing though cause I don't feel that Mits was responsible for Shin's death, its more on Maya's blame. I like the thought though that she can't stop thinking about Mits or the feelings that she still has for him. I should write a lemon fic between those two in present day cause she has to make love to him before he dies. I might have to put that on my "to do list" once I get my other fics done.
No, I wish I was going to Otakon though. If I would've known that Akon was going to be so shitty, I would've used that money to either go to AX or Otakon. How sad is that though? AX is #1, Otakon is #2 and Akon is #3 on the con circuit. And yet Akon STILL gets shitty guests and what not. Akon is always screwed out of the good guests and good premiers that AX and Otakon gets.
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Of course, I've got to get to know him a little better first. I've only hung out with him once. ;)
*HUGGLES!!!*
One day you'll be a fireman TOO!!!
*LOL*
Did your HS cheerleaders ever have that cheer? *Insert 'firemen' w/"seniors"*
Anyhow... it's all good. We have good days and bad days and sometimes the good days aren't as great making them bad days and eventually you even out and all is well.
You could always call him up and ask him "If a fireman jumps into the flames, does that make him a fire hazzard?".... O.o.... =^___^=
*HUGS* I's all good! It'll pass very very Soon. ~_^
Re: *HUGGLES!!!*
Yeah, the whole hormone/PMS thing is what was making me feel like this. The day after this entry, I felt a bit better though the cramps sucked. I really hate how these hormones make a person feel. I could be fine one month, then the next I could be all depressed and feel like my friends really aren't my friends (you know what I mean), another month I'll get really pissy, the littlest things will set me off, or I could just be normally happy.
*sighs*
Your comment made me laugh though so that made me feel better too.
*huggles*
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I like your anime/manga reviews but I like yours posting about your real life. I think it very interestingly ^_^
But... I'm soooooo sorry about my English. A have many words for you in Russian, but I have bit words in English. T_T
Okay! I wathing all eps. Tenjou Tenge from you (1-6). Beck-sama!!!!!!!! OMG!!! So great anime ^o^ kyaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!!!
THANX!!!!!!!!!! Though one thing that has made me happy ^o^
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*giggles* Believe me, I'm quite the interesting type though sometimes I may sound boring. ^_~
I like your anime/manga reviews but I like yours posting about your real life. I think it very interestingly ^_^
I think I feel the same way you do. I like seeing what other ppl have to say about anime or what new manga is out, but sometimes, I like to see what goes on in other ppl's lives. Since my life is pretty boring except for those interesting moments here and there.
But... I'm soooooo sorry about my English. A have many words for you in Russian, but I have bit words in English. T_T
Thats okay. If you ever want to try and reply to something to me in Russian, feel free to do so. I've been trying out this translation site and so far, from what its translated for me regarding parts of your LJ, I can understand it. If there is ever a part I may not understand, I'll let ya know.
As for Tenjou Tenge, once I send your package with the rest of the eps that are out, I think you'll like it even more. Its quite an interesting series indeed. Though I feel that the manga covers ALOT more than what the anime is giving us.