Just'a ramblin'

UGH! I hate tax season! Reason being is that I work for a real estate tax service and I work in the print room, which means I print out these really funky forms that go to wherever in all the US. I don't understand how they can read these forms but thats besides the point. Since we are in the middle of the month, I can tell that this whole month will just be busy. Maybe not every night but certain nights definetly have the workload.

FINALLY got to chat with War Dove tonight since she just got back from Ohayocon. I'm glad to hear that she enjoyed herself as well as getting to meet Mandy and Lars. The things she told me that they got to see or particapte in had me making it a goal for me to see and participate as much as I can to the upcoming cons I'm going to. I don't want another "now what the hell did I do the whole weekend" type dealy like with Afest. Just hearing how the con went for her, in a way I'm glad I didn't go. I see what Anna means about drama and the attitudes. LEAVE THEM AT HOME! I thought teenagers were bad but I guess some adults are just as worse from what I was reading tonight. Cons are meant to HAVE FUN and chill out with friends that you have never met before or happen to meet up again with. Why must people bring emotional baggage with them?

I also feel an ugly long rant coming on but it all depends on how I'm feeling by tomorrow. The only reason I'm feeling like this is that why do we women have to be cursed with such evil hormones when its that time of the month???!!!! I never really felt so bummed out and depressed when I was younger but as I get older, more and more things tend to bug me. And instead of just brushing it aside, I let it stew in my mind for weeks on end. While it may feel good to get a few things off my chest to those who I can rant to, it helps a bit but not long after it comes back. I feel immature for being like this but its so hard to let it go. Last month wasn't a good time for hormones to get to me and I feel as if this month won't be either. Maybe its a good thing that I'm not listening to Type O Negative's cd "World Coming Down" talk about depressing central.

*whines* I wanna see Holly and Anna like NOW! Either or will do me just fine for the time being.

See Anna, I'm trying, I really am and to take your advice but its kinda hard to do. I'm too stubborn I guess. *strangles hormones and genes*

Sorry too Anna (since I know you might be reading this), I didn't mean to ignore you today on chat, I got your little cute message but when I went to reply, my connection was off. It was acting really wonky today. *headbutts dial up!*

*sigh* Is it time for Ushicon yet?????????!!!!


On a happier note, I heard the BEST song for a Hellsing songfic!!!! AND...AND.... something that I can most likely write a lemon too!!!! *bouncebouncebounce* I just have to work it out and see how the scene is going to come into play. Damn! If they only had an Integral doll, it would help me out so much cause, well, Alucard is lonely and by having Integral handy, it would help these evil plot bunnies. *kicks all songs that make me think!*

Also I got an email and an offer from an artist who I have one of her drawings matted, the sketch from the drawing, and a chibi pic of my choice to go with it from 3 yrs ago. I love her artwork and we will hopefully discuss some ideas that she would like to hear from me ^________^


Is it time for Ushicon yet????!!!

Almost forgot!

For starters, Barb, I got your WK disc in the mail today and dummy me forgot to bring it to work to watch. Danke!

And I FINALLY got my late, late x-mas package in the mail today from Lars. She sent me 2 books (which god knows when I'll have time to read them), 4 cute Inuyasha stationary sheets, and a redone colored drawing of a 11x3 pic that was created for my bday (I have the watercolor version too on the compy) and its just too cute! Now to see where those IY discs are that I have a feeling she forgot to put in the package.