So drained

I was going to say a few things that were on my mind or how I've been feeling about the election but I'm just too fucking drained to think that hard. I seen enough of it not only on my flist but others that well, just imagine me as Tweek from South Park except not spazzing cause of the caffeine. Yeah, I'm not happy, not happy at all. I cried for a half hr last night at work, and cried before I went to bed this past morning. And no, they weren't of happy tears either. I'll leave it at that.

Though the thing I'm also not happy about is...........................................

NO FUCKING ICE HOCKEY THIS YR!!!!!!!!! What the fuck gives you morons!!!!!!!!!?????????????!!!! The Yankee blood in me is not happy about this!!

You can keep your baseball, your football, your basketball. But fall and winter just isn't the same if there is no hockey games going on. I'm talking about the NHL, not the lower peeps on the hockey pole.

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On a slighter upscale note, I dug my Outlaw Star tapes out of my box and started to watch it again. That made me happy for the time being. One of my all time favorite animes. Sad that there isn't hardly anything out there regarding art or good fics. *drools over the thought of a nekkid Gene or Gene in his skimpy purple speedos from the Hot Spring eps* *SIGH*

I'm trying to find stuff to lighten me up tonight while at work, not sure what though. I should finish my recent Gungrave fic, as kinda depressing as that is but hey, I'm happy I'm writing it. And if my mind will let me, go back over my smut-a-thon assignment fic and write everything I wanted to and just make it a reg. long ass smutty yummy het fic since it is my forte of the pairing I was given. That would make me even happier. Though I'm not sure if my mind can get on a smut kick, not the way I'm still feeling.

I'm in the mood to read a raunchy, hot, heavy, pounding against Roy's desk, against his office wall, the armor room, what have you,PWP (no angst, well nothing overly angst, perhaps a sprinkle of it), RoyxRiza lemon. Those on my flist who adore this pairing as much as me, if someone can dig something hot for me, let me know. I pretty much read everything on the fma_het and royai so don't refer me to those.