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Feeling like ubber blah & Tenjou Tenge #13
Don't know if its cause its soon that time of the month or what (which feels like I just got over the damn thing) but ever since Sunday, I've been feeling pretty blah, blank, spaced out, what have you.
One of the things that might have triggered it was the stupid class I had to go to Mon which kinda messed up my sleeping pattern. Went to bed early on Sun, woke up at 3am that Mon morning, took a nap when I came home from that class around 1:30pm, woke up around 6 or 7, went to bed around 2am that Tues morning, woke up at 5:30am and from 5:30 till 2pm Tues, I was soooooooooo bored, I really didn't know what to do with myself.
I can only sit in front of my compy for so long before I get bored of it. I can only watch tv, clean the house & go outside for so long before getting bored with it. I can't really go swimming yet, this "cold front" made the pool water a bit chilled for my taste. I look at my cats and say "how do you guys do it? no wonder your always sleeping." I actually couldn't wait till I could go back to work tonight, I was that bored.
I think the other thing is that........*braces myself*.....could it be I'm actually missing bubba?? I should cherish these days when he goes away, for say the weekend or a whole week cause its not often I get free days like this without him. The thing this time around with him being gone to his schooling is at the other place we lived at, I had my nephew and his girlfriend near by that I could visit. This time, I really don't have anyone close by to keep me busy. I told bubba the way I was feeling when he called me before I left the house to go to work and he was picking on me about how I miss him. *SHADUP YOU! grumbles* I guess I'm so use to him being around and getting on my nerves, scaring me when he sneaks up on me while I'm on the computer, that I miss that going on. (though I really hate it when he sneaks up on me).
I also miss my laptop. If he didn't take it, I could've actually worked on one of my fics while I was in the living room or outside. I even tried to watch one of the many dvds we have that I haven't watched yet and couldn't even pay attention to it. I wanted to watch Fight Club again, which I did put in but I knew I was getting sleepy and dozed off during most of it. Which, I must say, do not fall asleep with that moving playing, I came up with a really REALLY weird dream that I care not to recall what all it was about. Let's just say that Balladbird Lee was after me and tried to cut me up. (and how I became one of the main ppl in Gungrave was beyond my imagination)
And of course with the way I'm feeling, I'm stressing over stuff I hope that I really don't have to stress too hard over in regards to AnimeFest.
*sighs*
I should use this moody feeling and try and write up that last part to my Gungrave fic so the bastard can finally be done.
Though one thing that has made me happy is Tenjou Tenge sub #13 came out today!!!!!! Its Bunshichi's time to shine though I look forward to #14 when he shows Shin who has the upper hand. I'll put this little thought behind a cut so as not to spoil anything to those who still have to catch up
Am I the only one who cringes at the sight of Shin constantly stabbing Bunshichi in the legs? Especially the 3rd stab into Bun's achilles heel when Buns tried to get away *shudders*
One of the things that might have triggered it was the stupid class I had to go to Mon which kinda messed up my sleeping pattern. Went to bed early on Sun, woke up at 3am that Mon morning, took a nap when I came home from that class around 1:30pm, woke up around 6 or 7, went to bed around 2am that Tues morning, woke up at 5:30am and from 5:30 till 2pm Tues, I was soooooooooo bored, I really didn't know what to do with myself.
I can only sit in front of my compy for so long before I get bored of it. I can only watch tv, clean the house & go outside for so long before getting bored with it. I can't really go swimming yet, this "cold front" made the pool water a bit chilled for my taste. I look at my cats and say "how do you guys do it? no wonder your always sleeping." I actually couldn't wait till I could go back to work tonight, I was that bored.
I think the other thing is that........*braces myself*.....could it be I'm actually missing bubba?? I should cherish these days when he goes away, for say the weekend or a whole week cause its not often I get free days like this without him. The thing this time around with him being gone to his schooling is at the other place we lived at, I had my nephew and his girlfriend near by that I could visit. This time, I really don't have anyone close by to keep me busy. I told bubba the way I was feeling when he called me before I left the house to go to work and he was picking on me about how I miss him. *SHADUP YOU! grumbles* I guess I'm so use to him being around and getting on my nerves, scaring me when he sneaks up on me while I'm on the computer, that I miss that going on. (though I really hate it when he sneaks up on me).
I also miss my laptop. If he didn't take it, I could've actually worked on one of my fics while I was in the living room or outside. I even tried to watch one of the many dvds we have that I haven't watched yet and couldn't even pay attention to it. I wanted to watch Fight Club again, which I did put in but I knew I was getting sleepy and dozed off during most of it. Which, I must say, do not fall asleep with that moving playing, I came up with a really REALLY weird dream that I care not to recall what all it was about. Let's just say that Balladbird Lee was after me and tried to cut me up. (and how I became one of the main ppl in Gungrave was beyond my imagination)
And of course with the way I'm feeling, I'm stressing over stuff I hope that I really don't have to stress too hard over in regards to AnimeFest.
*sighs*
I should use this moody feeling and try and write up that last part to my Gungrave fic so the bastard can finally be done.
Though one thing that has made me happy is Tenjou Tenge sub #13 came out today!!!!!! Its Bunshichi's time to shine though I look forward to #14 when he shows Shin who has the upper hand. I'll put this little thought behind a cut so as not to spoil anything to those who still have to catch up
Am I the only one who cringes at the sight of Shin constantly stabbing Bunshichi in the legs? Especially the 3rd stab into Bun's achilles heel when Buns tried to get away *shudders*
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I was thinking that too but seeing how he changed in the manga after Buns beat the shit out of him, I felt more sorry for Shin. But I still had a feeling that Shin would never have changed either if he was still alive. Hell, in the manga, right when I think that more could've developed between Maya and Mits, Shin threatened Maya that he would kill everyone she knew and loved if she dared to leave his side. Thats when Shin knew that Maya and Mits were getting too close for comfort. Though I still like the thought of Mits and Maya being lovers in present day. She has to get over the brother thing though cause I don't feel that Mits was responsible for Shin's death, its more on Maya's blame. I like the thought though that she can't stop thinking about Mits or the feelings that she still has for him. I should write a lemon fic between those two in present day cause she has to make love to him before he dies. I might have to put that on my "to do list" once I get my other fics done.
No, I wish I was going to Otakon though. If I would've known that Akon was going to be so shitty, I would've used that money to either go to AX or Otakon. How sad is that though? AX is #1, Otakon is #2 and Akon is #3 on the con circuit. And yet Akon STILL gets shitty guests and what not. Akon is always screwed out of the good guests and good premiers that AX and Otakon gets.
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Of course, I've got to get to know him a little better first. I've only hung out with him once. ;)