Just'a ramblin'

[beck]

UGH! I hate tax season! Reason being is that I work for a real estate tax service and I work in the print room, which means I print out these really funky forms that go to wherever in all the US. I don't understand how they can read these forms but thats besides the point. Since we are in the middle of the month, I can tell that this whole month will just be busy. Maybe not every night but certain nights definetly have the workload.

FINALLY got to chat with War Dove tonight since she just got back from Ohayocon. I'm glad to hear that she enjoyed herself as well as getting to meet Mandy and Lars. The things she told me that they got to see or particapte in had me making it a goal for me to see and participate as much as I can to the upcoming cons I'm going to. I don't want another "now what the hell did I do the whole weekend" type dealy like with Afest. Just hearing how the con went for her, in a way I'm glad I didn't go. I see what Anna means about drama and the attitudes. LEAVE THEM AT HOME! I thought teenagers were bad but I guess some adults are just as worse from what I was reading tonight. Cons are meant to HAVE FUN and chill out with friends that you have never met before or happen to meet up again with. Why must people bring emotional baggage with them?

I also feel an ugly long rant coming on but it all depends on how I'm feeling by tomorrow. The only reason I'm feeling like this is that why do we women have to be cursed with such evil hormones when its that time of the month???!!!! I never really felt so bummed out and depressed when I was younger but as I get older, more and more things tend to bug me. And instead of just brushing it aside, I let it stew in my mind for weeks on end. While it may feel good to get a few things off my chest to those who I can rant to, it helps a bit but not long after it comes back. I feel immature for being like this but its so hard to let it go. Last month wasn't a good time for hormones to get to me and I feel as if this month won't be either. Maybe its a good thing that I'm not listening to Type O Negative's cd "World Coming Down" talk about depressing central.

*whines* I wanna see Holly and Anna like NOW! Either or will do me just fine for the time being.

See Anna, I'm trying, I really am and to take your advice but its kinda hard to do. I'm too stubborn I guess. *strangles hormones and genes*

Sorry too Anna (since I know you might be reading this), I didn't mean to ignore you today on chat, I got your little cute message but when I went to reply, my connection was off. It was acting really wonky today. *headbutts dial up!*

*sigh* Is it time for Ushicon yet?????????!!!!


On a happier note, I heard the BEST song for a Hellsing songfic!!!! AND...AND.... something that I can most likely write a lemon too!!!! *bouncebouncebounce* I just have to work it out and see how the scene is going to come into play. Damn! If they only had an Integral doll, it would help me out so much cause, well, Alucard is lonely and by having Integral handy, it would help these evil plot bunnies. *kicks all songs that make me think!*

Also I got an email and an offer from an artist who I have one of her drawings matted, the sketch from the drawing, and a chibi pic of my choice to go with it from 3 yrs ago. I love her artwork and we will hopefully discuss some ideas that she would like to hear from me ^________^


Is it time for Ushicon yet????!!!

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Ditto

[soraaoi.livejournal.com]

Gurr, I ask myself that question almost every day. Now with this funky weather down here, I'm all like '*inhales* Ahhh....UshiCon time!'
And then I realize it's not for another two and a half/three weeks. o.o

I can't wait to be reunited with Kelly, Anna and yooooou! ^^

I also wanna see about maybe getting another bus ticket to come visit you. I need desperately to get out of the house. I haven't gone anywhere or done anything except work on costumes since you came down. x_x

Take care, hon.

~Sora-chan

*HUGS*

[guardianhunter.livejournal.com]

Heya.......

I know times are hard, there are so many things you want to do and say and know that the way you feel is EXACTLY how you mean to feel. It's hard to let go of things but in the end, when you're ready, you will.

*HUGGLES*

Don't worry too much about hormones and things passing. If you just learn to let it out when it starts, you'll find that it gets easier. Trust me, I know.

Ushicon is going to be great! We are all going to have fun and the only drama that will be there is at Cosplay or whatever!! ^_^ I told Kelly that I am the only one allowed to have drama and I have you and her there to kick me in the head so that we have no drama! ~_^ j/k

*HUGS* Everything will be ok!!!! ^_^

Re: Ditto

[yankeerose69.livejournal.com]

Now with this funky weather down here, I'm all like '*inhales* Ahhh....UshiCon time!'

HEY! Whats the weather got to do with it? ^_~ How was it like last yr when you went?

I can't wait to be reunited with Kelly, Anna and yooooou! ^^

*starts singing* Reunited and it feels so good
Reunited 'cause we understood
There's one perfect fit
And, sugar, this one is it
We both are so excited 'cause we're reunited, hey, hey heeeey!

*ahem* Sorry that song got stuck in my head. Its by an older singing duo called Peaches and Herb. But your the one that said the magic word :P

I also wanna see about maybe getting another bus ticket to come visit you. I need desperately to get out of the house. I haven't gone anywhere or done anything except work on costumes since you came down. x_x

Dat'd be coo chickie poo! *sigh* With the con being this month and cause of friend also coming in from Australia this month, is what kept me from making my monthly trip, and Ali didn't believe me when I told him I'd see him in Feb.

Ali: Feb??!! O__O

Me: Yes, unless you come to the con or I have some free weekend time for Jan it will be FEB!


Oh yeah, I almost forgot, was that you that won that HP hentai dj that you wanted? I saw I had the link still in my addy bar and clicked on it and saw the name. If it is you, I hope its a decent dj and I'm curious to see it myself.

Check this link out, its so silly!
http://www.jerrythefrogproductions.com/MovieTheatre.html


*hugs*

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[soraaoi.livejournal.com]

Tee hee! Yeah, I won the recent doujinshi and should get ot before UshiCon so I'll show it to ya. ^.~

I LOVE that site, too. The LOTR cracks me up. XD

Yeah, Ali was all amazed about the delay in your trip.

Oh! At our anime Club today he and I kept laughing about Ebi-chu the Hamster. I love it! XD

Later, chica!

~Sora-chan

Re: Ditto

[yankeerose69.livejournal.com]

I also wanna see about maybe getting another bus ticket to come visit you. I need desperately to get out of the house.

I said something to bubba about that the other day and he said that when you decide to come up here on the bus, let us know and he said we'll help you pay half of your tix.

I do believe that I have that mon off in Feb 17th for Pres.Day. I'll see about coming to visit you guys then that way I can stay down there longer.

But we'll see when the days are right for whenever you want to come visit.

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[soraaoi.livejournal.com]

WAIII! ^^ You'll be coming in close for my B-day. It's the Friday following that Prez-day.

That'd be really cool. I'm thinking I'll come visit after the SAT as a reward for myself. ^^; Then when I come back... I gotta look for a job. ;_;

Lemme know how April looks, or March. ^.~

~Sora-chan