URGH! I must stop the insanity!!

[beck]

Damn I did it again this morning. I seriously need to quit doing this shit to myself. After dinner yesterday, about an hr later my belly started to hurt so I laid down for a little on the couch, well that little bit turned into me sleeping on the couch from 5pm-8pm. Then I got lazy to where I didn't want to get up but I knew I had to even though there was nothing for me to do around the house.

Then bubba said about going to bed early since we have to get up early in the morning to head out to meet up with the real estate lady and check out some houses today. So I set my vcr to tape my shows I watch on Sun.night's Adult Swim (mostly Aqua Teen and Home Movies), shut down my compy and went upstairs. It wasn't quite 10 yet so I just laid in bed trying to read so by the time we did get to bed was about 10:30. Wanna know what time the both of us woke up????? 1:30am!!!!!!!! ARGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!!!!!! I swear I thought it was later than that and I was so pissed. Pissed off at myself for sleeping earlier cause I knew that I would be awake at a god awful time. Went back to sleep and then I woke up again after 4am. Pretty much said fuck it and stayed up, got on the compy and did dishes. I'm also not overly happy that I missed out on working out Fri, then thought I could make it up by working out Sat but couldn't cause of the stupid festival thing that the city of Chandler had earlier that day, can't work out today cause of checking out houses DAMN IT! And now I don't feel that I achieved anything when my weigh in is in two days *bleh*

So with all that bullshit aside, wish us luck on being able to find a house that we like today. Got 3 more weeks to decide on something before we don't have a house to live in.

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[yankeerose69.livejournal.com]

Well we were going to do that cause he wanted to build a house but we found out that VA doesn't give loans out to buy land and such. We then went to a reg. bank about a loan and for what they told us we had to do, we would have to come up with $30,000 -___-. And since we got about 2-3 weeks to really look into a house, it wouldn't pay to rent for only a few months. We'll just be houseless for at least a month if we find something we like this week since thats how long it takes for VA to go through all their shit. We're more than likely going to stay with his aunt and uncle till things go through. I'm just hoping that the other houses we are going to see today are worth something.