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Today marks 6yrs since dad died. I normally don't tend to think alot about it when it comes up but its been a habit for me since. I think it was the 3rd yr, when we were living at the previous house is when I think it hit me the most somehow. I know we were on our way into town and I just felt this wave of sadness hit me and I wanted to sit there and cry, though I didn't know why. Then I got to thinking about what day it was and realized why I was feeling that way. I haven't had that kind of feeling since though I'm sure it might hit me again later in the yrs.
I could do a whole write up about him but I won't get into it too much. There are times when I look at pics or think of him and I feel as if I barely have anymore memories of him. Granted he didn't do much with us girls as being a fatherly role but at least I can say I HAD a father in our household. I don't know if my memories are so hazy cause of being away from home since '96 or what but when I got the news when I was in Kuwait, it took quite a bit to sink in. I guess I never thought any of my parents would be taken from us so early.
I'll just put a few things and a pic behind a cut so as not to hog up ppl's space.
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Ya know, I guess I went against my word and did seem to write quite a bit.
And on the "Only Beck would do something like that" front, I sneezed pretty hard last night and put my right shoulder out of whack. It hurts to the point where I just wanna smack it into a wall to make the pain go away. Blond moment, I know.
I could do a whole write up about him but I won't get into it too much. There are times when I look at pics or think of him and I feel as if I barely have anymore memories of him. Granted he didn't do much with us girls as being a fatherly role but at least I can say I HAD a father in our household. I don't know if my memories are so hazy cause of being away from home since '96 or what but when I got the news when I was in Kuwait, it took quite a bit to sink in. I guess I never thought any of my parents would be taken from us so early.
I'll just put a few things and a pic behind a cut so as not to hog up ppl's space.
( Read more... )
Ya know, I guess I went against my word and did seem to write quite a bit.
And on the "Only Beck would do something like that" front, I sneezed pretty hard last night and put my right shoulder out of whack. It hurts to the point where I just wanna smack it into a wall to make the pain go away. Blond moment, I know.
