Here, I guess.

[beck]

Should make some sort of update I suppose. Not much to say really.

Issues on the home front just put me in a "don't really give a fuck anymore"/numb attitude about anything and everything.

Had a pretty shitty night last night when it came to sleeping. It was warm in the house since it's been in the 80's for the past few days and even with the windows open and the ceiling fan running didn't do much. Just felt so restless. Plus the cat was very antsy last night so he kinda kept me awake. Then to top that off, I was having some majorly fucked up dreams that kinda scare me. I don't feel sleepy which is surprising to me since it felt like I hardly slept at all. Had a really weird dream last week too that scared the crap out of me and couldn't wait to wake myself up.

Lack of motivation of any fandom or watching anime has put me in a damper. I guess I chalk that up between the home front situation and just not really finding the need to really get into much anime anymore unless something just JUMPS at me and sucks me in (not many have been giving me that feeling since the last few yrs though OP will no doubt be my most fav series.) I can't even push myself to try out any new shows. It's taking me a few weeks to finally watch what I had dl'ed of OP and Bleach from these past few weeks. I might just get the chance to catch up a bit tonight at work.

I've been pushing myself harder to learn Japanese so that's actually taking up a good bit of my time while at work and a teeny tiny bit at home. I've gotten Hiragana out of the way and working on learning kana before moving to the next steps that will be challenging. But I like the idea that I can hopefully learn a new language I never got to do before.

It's also not helping my shitty mood about the previous chapters of Tenjou Tenge #113 in regards to Bunshichi. I don't think I ever cried that hard over a damn anime/character. Maybe I'll make a separate post about that soon as well as a link for the dl to the chapter and #114. Though I gotta say, after seeing #114, I can't wait to see what Masataka is going to do.

Never got around to thanking those that dropped me some prompts in regards to Orihime and Ichigo and RenRuki awhile back. Alot of good ideas and I'll try to see what I can come up with later on when I feel the need to be creative.

And the uplifting bit for me,

The tracklisting for the new Beat Crusader's cd is as such:

01. TIME FLIES, EVERYTHING GOES
02. LEMON HEAD
03. BECAUSE
04. SHOOTING STAR
05. GARDEN IN THE SHELL
06. WORK IT OUT
07. CHINESE JET SET
08. OLGADIES
09. LET'S GET BACK
10. SOLDIERS IN MY SOUL
11. SHOOT THE SKY
12. WINTERLONG
13. SUMMEREND
14. JIVE